Make You Smile

The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway

The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear you with your voice ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, your always too far away

The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the dj

The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, your always so far away

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you wanna stay with me a while

The next time I see you, you'll turn away
I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking
The next time you see me, I'll turn away
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't fell you, you're always so far away

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you wanna stay with me a while

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you wanna stay with me a while

All these dreams and all these plans
I built them all with these two hands
Everything, I’ve realized my dreams

The city lights shine down and they blind me sometimes
But through it all I was lost but I found my way

So tell me what you want
Cause I would give you anything
Tell me what you need and I’ll go get it
I’d give up all these dreams
To have you in my arms right now
I’d give up everything and I’d forget it

I wasn't on a mountain
When it came to me
All my life’s been wasted
Chasing shallow dreams

So here we are
Let me lift you up and show you this world over me
And all these things
What I've gained and what I've seen
It can’t compare
To the love that you could give to me

So tell me what you want
Cause I would give you anything
Tell me what you need and I’ll go get it
I’d give up all these dreams
To have you in my arms right now
I’d give up everything and I’d forget it

I wasn't on a mountain
When it came to me
All my life’s been wasted
Chasing shallow dreams

Years go by and nothing’s slowing down the time
Years go by and then they’re wasted
All this time
I thought that I gained everything
If you’re not mine, I’m so empty

I wasn't on a mountain
When it came, when it came... to me
That all my life’s been wasted
Chasing shallow dreams

So please come back to me
I'm right here waiting
So please come back to me ...to me

**[Mountain - Good Charlotte]**

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I cannot fake this any longer
another night, another show
I'm going forward with going nowhere
you love these notes, I hate this road

So I'm cutting out, cutting out
leaving all that stands behind me
and I watch you fall, watch you fall to the ground
So wait and see, I will be
everything you never let me
and watch you fall, watch you fall to the ground

Somehow the music lasts for me now
I love these strings, I hate these cords
can I escape these things before me
I love these crowds, but I need more

So I'm cutting out, cutting out
leaving all that stands behind me
and I watch you fall, watch you fall to the ground
So wait and see, I will be
everything you never let me
and watch you fall, watch you fall to the ground

We built these walls to last forever
and now I'm planning my escape

So I'm cutting out, cutting out
leaving all that stands behind me
and I watch you fall, watch you fall to the ground
So wait and see, I will be
everything you never let me
and I watch you fall, watch you fall to the ground

Cause it's flying by, change your mind
no more sound until my exit
opportunity doesn't wait till you fall

**[My Escape - Rufio]**

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Proverbios

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Tarde para regresar

Un pájaro en mano vale más

Que cien volando,

Volveré a bajar

.

No preguntare otra vez

A mil palabras necias

Oídos sordos

Corazón también

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Prefiero escapar en la calma

Antes de morir

Por la espalda

Siempre habrá infiernos

Donde dormir

Me hacen falta

.

Ya no quiero ir a dormir

Cuando el río suena

Es porque piedras lleva,

Heridas también

.

Prefiero escapar en la calma

Antes de morir

Por la espalda

Siempre habrá infiernos

Donde dormir

Me hacen falta

.

Tarde para regresar

No por mucho madrugar

Se amanece temprano

Para mí no amanece más

.

Prefiero escapar en la calma

Antes de morir

Por la espalda

Siempre habrá infiernos

Donde dormir

Me hacen falta

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Tip Toe Waltz~ Only

“Lekain-Ninias desciende a la tumba de su padre; degüella allí a su madre; sale con las manos ensangrentadas. Todo él tiembla de horror; sus ojos se extravían; sus cabellos parecen erizarse en su cabeza. Sentís estremecerse los vuestros; el terror se apodera de vosotros; os sentís tan enloquecido como él.”

“en el escritor más claro, más preciso, más enérgico, las palabras no son, ni pueden ser, otra cosa que signos aproximados de un pensamiento, un sentimiento, una idea”

“¡Cuántos incidentes importantes pueden sacarse del asunto más sencillo, si se tiene la paciencia de meditar!”

“«¡Basta! Lo mejor es enemigo de lo bueno; lo vais a echar todo a perder...»”
“«Veis lo que he hecho -replicaba el artista jadeante, al buen conocedor extasiado-; pero no veis lo que tengo aquí y lo que persigo.»”

“sensibilidad […], esa disposición era de la debilidad de los órganos, consecuencia de la movilidad del diafragma, de la vivacidad de la imaginación, de la delicadeza de los nervios, que inclina a compadecer, a estremecerse, a admirar, a temer, a turbarse, a llorar, a desvanecerse, a socorrer, a huir, a gritar, a perder la razón, a exagerar, a despreciar, a desdeñar, a no tener idea precisa de lo verdadero, lo bueno y lo hermoso, a ser injusto, a ser demente.”

Pues abre tu mente, porque es hora de viajar.
Ajusten sus palabras, porque busco inspiración.
Creo que la perdí cuando corría por el bosque …

Y que te odio y te odio, dije. Y no paraba de repetirlo, cada vez con la misma intensidad.
Because I’m missing your supposed presence all the time. And I look sideways, and find only ….

Y no había encontrado nada mejor que sentir que necesitaba vomitar todo; alejar todo de ella y regresar al origen. A lo seguro. A lo silencioso pero profuso. Esta vez era un bosque claro, lleno de pasajes que eran solo para ella; para que explorara, admirara y descubriera. Estaba solo ella.
The peaceful memory struck five. But that flute in my ears keeps echoing like the stars in a day sky, forever present, but calm.

****Wolf’s Rain OST****

Symphony Drums

Hoy algo dentro de mí suena 'brrrr', y no sé qué es.

Maybe it's the lizard I drew and swallowed yesterday.

I'm dead on arrival. I will sever the tie, sever the tie.

And tonight I dreamt with those kind of oppresive situations.

And with my teacher inviting me to smoke...illegal cigars at my old school.

And my internet is a dickshit.

And I'm stuck in the middle, forgetting how to write in english and how to read in spanish.

And I've always liked remixes and techno; electronico en general.

And I confess I've gotten stuck with a song for, like, at least, three weeks.

And where is your boy tonight? I hope, he is a gentlemen.

And I need to stop reading and start playing.

And acting like a 14 year old gives me a headstart on your cynic comments.

And I don't care about a thing you say to me cuz I won't remember you 20 years from now.

And so I think 'back off', and smile at your pittyness, not at your 'seemingly' nice comment.

And why do I have to explain myself to you, if you're not gonna do anything for me.

And I...can't tell right from the wrong.

And I forgot to hug you good when I said goodbye.

And I won't do it next time cuz I'm not strong enough.

And this isn't how I go.

And I'm afraid to draw, and I'm scared to write.

I think 'have I lost it not doing it?'.

And it's cuz, sometimes, I forget I need to be good not to someone, but to myself.

So I start again, and walk again.
Till today, there it goes --